The day you went to heaven
Its amazing that even though we didnt get to know you, you still live in our lives as if you were here now. darling child you will never be forgotton, we live of you every day. you live in your mothers heart every day, if only you were here, how proud you would have been of your mother. i no that she found it hard to begin with and still struggles on the loss of you but in her heart her pain is simple. she still has you. i could never say i understand how it must have felt but i can say when i was pregnant with isabel your cousin i was scared, scared of the same thing occuring, scared of going through the pain we had from you when we heard your sad news. i want you to know that we love you baby girl we think of you every day,we mention things of you as if you were here. your sister liana lives of you, it was so hard for her as all she wanted was her baby sister, it kills my heart to see her pain in her eyes because of your loss.but then you gave us strength, happiness, hope and faith. you gave us a life, simple and sweet yes you gave us emalee. she will be proud to have a sister like you,she is amazing all she dose is smile, its as if she is replacing all the happiness we lost when you were born. but kayla i have one thing to say i was happy that day, happy to know you made an entrance in my life, you didnt have to cry,laugh,talk or walk you just became a memory in my life and a memory who means so much a memory we can touch forever in our hearts. my memory of you is happy like that time you kicked in mummys belly, thats when you touched and the time you made mummys belly grow thats when we saw you grow, so no matter what we did get to see you grow and mummy got the biggest gift of all thats you. you will never be replaced nor forgotton we live on, we live with you in our hearts and our other children in our hands, and soon we will all meet again.
love you kayla love auntie mandy Close