this memorial website was created in the loving memory of our Little Angel Kayla Evelyn Symonds-Poynton who Was born an angel December 20th 2006. She was 3.5kgs (8lbs 4oz) and 53cm long. Through out the whole 9 months she was a healthy little girl, it was the perfect pregnancy untill God thought he needed her more then us. We will never understand why he took her away from us, the people who made her out of love, that wanted her more then anything in this world. We love u always Kayla... Mummy, Daddy and ur proud big sister Liana.
Kayla is now a BIG sister to Emalee Hope, She was born on the 25th Jan 2008.. I cant thank Kayla enough for the precious life of her baby sister. Emalee is our miracle and our special gift from Kayla... Kayla baby, Emalee will always know who you are and how special she is to have you watching over her and keeping her safe.
Kayla once again brought her brother safely into our lives on the 28th July 2010. Im sure he has met her already but we cant wait to tell him all about her.
IM SORRY MY KAYLA FOR NOT KEEPING U SAFE, IN MY WOMB WAS MENT TO BE A PEACEFUL PLACE. THIS IS WHAT I REALLY CANT BARE, DISCOMFORT AND DEATH IS WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE.
MY DREAMS FOR YOU WERE SHATTERED THAT DAY, THE DAY HE DECIDED TO TAKE YOU AWAY. I REALLY DONT THINK I COULD EVER FORGIVE, "WHY GOD PLEASE EXPLAIN, WAS IT SOMETHING I DID?"
IM A GOOD MUM I LIVE FOR MY KIDS, BUT WHY, I ASK I DID NOT DESERVE THIS. KAYLA MY DEAR UR THE ANGEL I MISS, FOR YOU TO BE HOME IS MY ONLY TRUE WISH.
U'D BE SO HAPPY HERE WITH MUMMY AND DAD, UR BIG SISTER LIANA WOULD OF BEEN THE BEST THAT U HAD. I'LL NEVER FORGET UR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE FACE, EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT, SO PERFECT IN PLACE.
U WERE MY LITTLE GIRL SO PRETTY IN PINK, THE PRETTIEST PRINCESS AROUND I THINK. LIANA ASKS WHERE R U EVERYDAY, "IN HEAVEN FOREVER, AND THATS WERE SHE'LL STAY.
"I LOVE HER MUMMY, I LOVE HER SO MUCH", "I WISH I HAD JUST ONE SINGLE TOUCH". I CANT HANDLE THIS THERE IS TOO MUCH PAIN, I'LL COUNT DOWN THE DAYS TILL WERE TOGETHER AGAIN.
KEEP SHINING UR STAR THAT WILL SHINE EVERY NIGHT, AND I NO IN TIME I JUST MIGHT BE ALL RIGHT. KAYLA MY ANGEL PLEASE HELP US GET STRONG, UR LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED TO PUSH US ALONG.
THE NINE MONTHS WE SHARED WHEN IT WAS JUST U AND ME, I'LL CHERISH FOREVER AND ALL OF ETERNITY. THE DAY WILL COME I PROMISE U THIS, WE'LL SHARE TOGETHER OUR FIRST ANGEL KISS.
WE'LL DO MOTHER AND DAUGHTER THINGS ALL DAY LONG, AND BACK WITH UR MUMMY IS WERE U BELONG. I LOVE U MY KAYLA DONT EVER FORGET, REST IN PEACE MY BABY, MY LITTLE PRINCESS.
Written by Jeda Symonds-Poynton 11/1/07
FOR AMANDA MY MIDWIFE!! THANK YOU IS JUST NOT ENOUGH!!
"Thank you" Amanda is just not enough For what u did for us we owe u so much You were my strength my heart and soul that night And told me everything was going to be all right
We could see the sadness and love in your eyes And how bad u felt when u couldn’t answer our whys? Kayla sent u 2 us to help us get by Cos she new her mummy needed the best by her side
The pain we have is still Oh so real It just seems like these wounds will never heal You were there to wipe away all our tears And I no u shared and felt all our fears
I no u loved Kayla in your own special way And ill ask her 2 watch over u day by day She’ll watch over u as she watches over us And every breeze that u feel just no it’s her touch
You r truly an angel down here on earth And my Kayla an angel in heaven from the day I gave birth U helped me deliver my precious little one As we new her life was over before it begun
Please Amanda don’t forget what u do mean 2 us We only knew u a day but we love u so much I will think of u every single day Cos u have touched my life in a very special way
So keep doing what u no and what u do best And deliver those babies and lay them on their mummy’s chest There’s not much more I feel I can say But no in my heart forever you will stay!!
So thank u Amanda is just not enough For what u did for us we owe u so much.. written by jeda, kaylas mummy on 23/02/2007
I LOVE U LITTLE SISTER
How do you love a person Who never got to be, Or try again to see a face You never got to see?
How do you mourn the death of one Who never got to live, When there's nothing to feel good about And nothing to forgive?
I love you, little sister. You're a person of the wind, Free to be the memory Of all that might have been.
I love you, little sister, My companion of the night, Wandering through my lonely hours, Beautiful and bright.
What does it mean to die before You ever can be born, To live the lovely night of life And never see the dawn?
Ah! My little sister, You lived like anyone! Life's a burst of joy and pain, And then, like yours, it's done.
I love you, little sister, Just as if you'd lived for years. No more, no less, I think of you, The angel of my tears.
Sometimes I still hear the sound of your voice. I wish you were still here with me, but you had no choice. I know an Angel held you as your body said goodbye. But that doesn’t stop my heart from breaking..... ........“I miss you and I cry”.
No one can believe that you are really gone, Our hearts are broken and our spirits moan. “She was to young”, I’ve heard people say, “Why did she, have to die this way?” I try not to be angry, I kneel and I pray, Asking God to be with us, as we face each day.
I always try to give Mum an extra kiss, To make up for a little girl, she will always miss. I understand everyone's emptiness and their sorrow too, Because, “My precious sister..... we all miss you“. I know you are happy in Heaven above, Surrounded by the Angels and all their love.
But today on earth, my heart still grieves, Because you are no longer here to talk with me”. I will look toward Heaven, for I know I will see A Star that will suddenly glow big and bright, It will be my sister smiling.... ..... and watching over me.
WE LOVE YOU OUR ANGEL SISTER
"How anxious I was for the pregancy to be over. How impaitient I was for each day to pass. Little did I know that those were the only days I would have with you. Why did I wish them away instead of cherishing each moment we had together?"
There once was a girl, who meant so much to me, even though her true beauty, i did not get to see. She would have grown up, this most beautiful girl, running and laughing, not a care in the world.
She's no longer with us, i am affraid, but i guess that we must play, with the cards that are layed. If there really is a god, then i give my applause, for not taking this angel, without a purpose or a cause.
You see she's an angel, and for her was a plan, so it's for this reason only, that i understand. To break up a family, it didn't seem right, but she'll be looking down all day and all night.
So she hasn't really left us, although it's how it seems, but if it's true about those angels, her true beauty can't be seen. She'll always be here in spirit, in our minds and in our hearts, so think of this everyday, before the water starts.
'Cause crying doesn't bring her back, although it does help us to grieve, but think of all these amazing things, now Kayla can achieve. Yes it's Kayla, that i speak of, remember what i said, she'll spend her free time looking down, on Liana, Anf and Jed.
She'll make sure that were happy, when she's looking down, she'll be looking out for Nanny Mia, and Nanny and Pa Browne. She'll see in our thoughts we remember, even though it was not long, that she was loved by one big family, a family that is strong.
Yes we are a strong family, that's a bloody fact, but how could we not be so strong, when Kayla's got our back. R.I.P Baby Girl In loving memory of Kayla-Evelyn Symonds-Poynton.
written by uncle eric "jock" woods
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR VISTING MY ANGEL BABY KAYLA!!! PLEASE LIGHT A CANDLE SO WE KNOW U HAVE BEEN!
KAYLA HAS SPECIAL ANGEL FRIENDS WITH HER IN HEAVEN, PLEASE TAKE SOME TIME 2 HAVE A LOOK AT THESE BEAUTIFUL ANGELS!!!
Congratz / Laura
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our baby angel kayla! oh we were so excited when we found out i was pregnant with her, 3 weeks before anthony and i got married (what more could we of asked for)
Its still a shock to us all it was a healthy pregnancey and everything was perfect, every appointment her little heart was beating away and every day she were getting bigger and moving hell of alot.
like her big sister she liked to keep me waiting and was 5 days over due. on the 18th of dec 2006 i went 2 c the doctor for an internal to c if anything was happening. he said everything was good and was hoping the internal wood bring on the labour and sent me home..
that night we had a few friends over and she was doing a show for all of us, moving around kicking her legs and having a jolly old time, well thats what i thought anyway, with what happend that was most likely her last movements...
the next day the 19th it was her aunty kellys birthday and she always wanted her 2 be born on her birthday, so while we were out christmas shopping i started getting contractions around 1pm. i was so excited cos our baby was going 2 be here for christmas.
i rang my best friend katherine and she came over right away and was writing every contraction time down. when it was about 6pm they were 5 mins apart and we were off to the hospital.
i was off to have our second daughter, we rang everyone cos everyone was awaiting the arrival of our little kayla.
this is when our nightmare started... when we got there they checked me over and i was fine, when it was time 2 check on the baby is when we found out we had lost her. they couldnt find my angels heart beat. they got every machine and three ultra sounds and then the doctor told us, " im sorry but ur baby girl has not got a heart beat"
we lost our baby, the day before she was fine the doctor checked her heart beat. but wait then i realised HE DIDNT CHECK HER HEART BEAT he did my internal and sent me home. WHY DIDNT HE CHECK HER HEART BEAT??? maybe just maybe if he did she still might be here, he wood of been about 2 tell if she was in danger! then to make things worse i was told my water had broken along time ago! WHAT? oh my god! why didnt he know yesterday when he did my internal! that doctor maybe the course of kaylas death but we will never get the answers we want! i just hope he doesnt make another mistake and forget to check someone else's babies heart beat...WE DIDNT DESERVE THIS NO ONE DOES BUT WHY DO BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE ????!!!!!! my mum rang the whole family and everyone came right away and was there for me and anthony.
then i realised i had to give birth, and i screamed, giving birth is spose to have a happy ending, all that pain is ment to be worth it.. i kept saying " i want a c- section" but everyone was telling me to go natural for my health and futher babies. at the time i didnt care about futher babies i wanted kayla who was inside of me for nine months who i loved from the moment i found out i was pregnant with her... it took hours for me to make my mind up. in the end i went natural,
it was 6.30 am the 20th of dec 2006 when i gave birth to my beautiful baby angel Kayla. the most beautiful little girl ever.
we got to spend about 9 hours with our little angel. we got to dress her change her nappy and just hold and kiss her. she looked so pretty in pink!!!
we had her blessed and we got to say our good byes, the whole family was there and they said their good byes aswell. I will never forget the nurse taking my baby away for the last time.
i owe alot to my mid wife amanda, if it wasnt for her i would not have gotten through it all, she was amazing she is my hero and i wish she could be apart of our lives always! Amanda is one person we will never ever forget and i pray that she will be there when we have our next baby!
To you my kayla, we love u and we know life is unfair, i know ur safe and happy but till the day im up in heaven with you i will never understand or forgive god for taking u away from us.
we would of kept u just as safe and gave u so much love and u would of been so lucky to have a sister like Liana, she waited and waited for u and could not wait 2 help me look after you. we love u now and for always!!!
Kayla's Photo Album
kayla after her bath- she looks so beautiful in pink